Seeking Pious Wife

Well am mature, am sensitive loving kind adventurous, ive been trough alot in life my childhood was interesting, my teens was adventurous, i have made mistakes in my past which am not proud of, i suffer both emotionally and spiritually very very deep so be prepared or use your discretion if you interested in me, you will have quite an interesting experience even an hour with me,,so yea im a broken person but i am fixing myself, respect is very important to me, trust and friendship, absolutely have to fear Allah s.w.t i need someone who can understand my place in Islam, someone open minded, someone who can heal, and someone patient with spiritual aspects of Islam you will understand why later it may affect you transform you we got nothing to lose alot of love to gain