Love me after loving Allah and your parent

I'm just ordinary and simple woman. I love children. I teach poor children in some cities. I teach teenager for morality education. I like writing so i wanna be a great writer (inshaAllah). And i wanna be a great movies director (inshaAllah). I wanna help many people with my creations in books and movies. My dream is helping poor people, giving good education for children, keeping my family well. I hope that you can give me motivation as Rasullullah to Khadijah. I like all about pshychology and Islamic history. Good children are from a good mom and a great father. A good mom who smart, who has good moralities, and understood how to teach children well. I'm not a perfect woman but i will try so hard to keep my husband and children well.