Young and mature looking for older and mature

I am 18 years old. I finished high school but never pursued college and am not very interested in college. I'm looking for an older man (over 30) i tend to get along better with older. I would also prefer someone dominant who has direction in life - I am the opposite of that and I would like the opposite of what I am. I want to be a housewife but wouldn't mind going to college but I would ideally like to stay home and take care of my husband and kids. I am very quiet don't friends - I like to keep to myself. I like to paint and read. I am willing to relocate anywhere if I find the right person.