hello my dear

Hello i am glad that you add me in here and we can continue our communication on more private level. As you know my name is Alireza shelt, I am 30 years old , I am usual Muslem Persian boy . I have normal life but I can't feel myself absolutely happy.. Surely you may think: what this boy needs more??? He is Handsome and it's enough to have everything what he wants! But could you answer me not thinking a lot: what is the happiness for you? If is it in beauty? From own experience, I can answer - NO! Many girl are afraid of such man or just see them as a sexual object without willing to build long-term deep relations.. If is happiness in money? I think not too.Maybe in health? When you or somebody from your loved people are sick it's impossible to think about something else... Maybe happiness it's ability to enjoy what you have right now.. As for me I have no love in my life. Yes, I am loved by my family, by my friends but I have no that woman with whom I can just sit and feel how his heart beats. I am here with hope to meet such woman . I want to enjoy of every minute together. It's very important when past life doesn't worry you, and future life doesn't scare! Let's live today, in the fullness of feelings, not postponing things! If you have the same conception of happiness, I'll be glad to hear from you,